V. excited about tonight. Costume is all ready. I’m painting my nails at my desk.

  • Black Sequin intensely crazy tuxedo jacket with tails. (!!!)
  • Black knee-high boots :)
  • White tuxedo blouse, 2 versions, not sure which one I’ll actually wear.
  • Black vest & Black cumberbun (I heard you can’t wear both)
  • Nude pantyhose & Black Fishnets
  • Black Skirt/booty shorts/dress (I’m not sure how outgoing I will be…)
  • Black Tophat :)
  • Little bunny (fake, lol)
  • Magical wand that I made from pencils and black and white duct tape

I’ll try to post pictures if I like the outcome, if not, you’ll never see it, lol ;D

Brother Ali – You Say (Puppy Love)

[Verse 1]
You say I made you fall in love with me
Wish I could make you fall in love with you
You believed in the magic that us could be
And what that you and I means one could do
Every instinct you had said run from me
That this newfound touch is uncomfortable
And to truly stand naked in front of me
Or yourself for that then matter is something new
I take no pride knowing that
You avoid the mirror to shun what you despise
Never knew the beauty you came here with
Till the first time you caught your reflection in my eyes
Never you mind what I see in you
Grow because you’re beautiful, not because I need you to
Grow till you outstretch every single piece of you
Heaven will see you through but you got to believe it’s true
Go write your story
Even if in the end you might outgrow me
I’ll always treasure the chapter that was mine
And twist through time with a smile knowing you’re free

[Chorus]
Puppy love is real to a puppy
I still want to feel you touch me
I’m not saying leave me, please just be free
I love you so much, I don’t want you to leave me
Puppy love’s real to a puppy
I still want to feel you up under me
Not saying leave me, please just be free
I love you so much, I don’t want you to leave me

[Verse 2]
The sky all alone is glorious
We behold it but we can’t hold it up
When god says that’s it and hits the switch
It’ll all come tumbling down when it’s bored with us
Sweet you and all your radiance
I can please you, but I can’t save you sis
I adore you and might even open up
But even I can’t love you enough for both of us
Can’t hold you close enough
Can’t enter the holes you’ve boarded up
Close your eyes, concentrate on my voice
Want to make your love for me pure, make it a choice

[Chorus]

[Break x2]
The sky is there to behold
You just want to be held when you’re cold
Just grow, stretch out your soul
And if you still want me I’ll watch you grow old

Tumblr killed my post. It’s forever gone. I’m now eating a piece of my mother’s left over bday cake. I’m that sad, I resorted to white sugar.

I am Free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them. I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do.

Robert A. Heinlein

I love this sentiment.

What is waiting for worth?
What is worth waiting for?
How many miles are we apart tonight?
We rise to the same sun and fall to the same moon.

…Yet I am not alone, for the Father is with me. I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world.

John 16:32-33

(My favorite bible verse)

Everything I have is yours
You are part of me
Everything I have is yours
My destiny

I would gladly give the sun to you
If the sun were only mine
I would gladly give the earth to you
And the stars that shine
Everything that I posses
I offer you

Let my dream of happyness
Come through
I’ll be happy just to spent my life
Waiting at your backend call
Everything I have is yours
My life
My all

Everything I have is yours
You are part of me
Everything I have is yours
My destiny

I would gladly give the sun to you
If the sun were only mine
I would gladly give the earth to you
And the stars that shine
Everything that I posses
I offer to you

Let my dream of happyness
Come through
I’ll be happy just to spent my life
Waiting at your backend call
Everything I have is yours
My life
My all